The Secretary Will Disavow Any Knowledge

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,210
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. Podfic version read by the amazing superstitiousme (found here, courtesy of the very kind general_jinjur). And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.
AN2: If you're not already reading nilchance's That Middle Road, you should be. I've borrowed heavily from her story for Jeremy and Misha.

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( Read more... )

One thing that I've encountered a lot in my real life and that I've struggled to bring effectively into my writing is a certain idea of equivalency. It's pretty normal human practice for us to take our experiences in the world and assume that they are a) universal and b) common, which are congruent, but not identical, ideas. And false, for all of that.

The practical outcome of this assumption of equivalency is that characters often ring false or stupid to us when their actions/conclusions/thoughts do not follow the things that we accept as common knowledge. It's a truth I've always been fascinated by, going back to conversations with my mother and it's become especially relevant again when talking—or really, writing—about Jeff Morgan in AKB.

( Why, whatever do you mean, PT?? )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,779
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. Podfic version read by the amazing superstitiousme (found here, courtesy of the very kind general_jinjur). And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( It is what it is and we are what we are. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,080
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. Podfic version read by the amazing superstitiousme (found here, courtesy of the very kind general_jinjur). And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( It's very confusing. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 3,395
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. Podfic version read by the amazing superstitiousme (found here, courtesy of the very kind general_jinjur). And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( What's the emergency? )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 3,835
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep. Special thanks to those of you forced to hold my hands as I flail. I don't thank you nearly often enough.

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( Please. I'm here. I'm right here. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,900
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( Wouldn't you want the chance? )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Sexual, mental and physical abuse of adults and minors. Dark themes, adult concepts and language.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,342
AN: Master list of previous chapters found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( How did I get myself into this? )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,478
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( Difficult is one word for it, sure. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2, 219
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( It's all happening too fast. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,269
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.
AN2: A special thank you to my Los Angeles consultant, without_me. I don't guarantee I used her information correctly.

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( This is *my* old habit. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,196
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( Anywhere not here. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,089
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( I can't help what I am  )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,950
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.
AN2: The Joe mentioned within shouldn't be confused with darkrosetiger's Joe Flanigan; Jeff's newest slave is Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

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( You know how it is, brother. They get old, they get possessive, they think the least scrap of affection means you're in love with them… )

And here we are again. I've said this before (probably many times) but, in the general run of things, I like to let my stories stand on their own. Sometimes, even when I want to say more in the context of the story, I make myself pull back, tell a little less, leave the two ends of the line to be finally connected by the reader. But sometimes (this time), I get to the end of the story and I find out that I still have something (or several somethings) that are pushing at my mouth, asking to be conveyed.

I want to talk about AKB Timothy Hutton.

( He already had these two monkeys on his back before Jensen even entered his possession. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Timothy Hutton
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slave fic. Language. Implicit non-con. Emotional blackmail. Child abuse (Jensen is 15). General dark themes and fucked-upedness.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 1,841
AN: An excerpt from the A Kept Boy universe.

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( Show me. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,433
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( I'm sorry. I thought I'd have at least a few more months to work you up to this. )

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,739
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( I'm not sure I even want to know what's worse. )

So hello again. I'm not really here; shortly after my wedding (yay!) I made pilgrimmage to Chicago to take care of my almost-mom (who broke her leg) and to do all the exciting stuff involved in changing my name (yes, I am just that traditional. Plus, I've been trying to get rid of "Johnson" for years!). Fortunately, my almost-mom DOES have internet. UNfortunately, she only has a single hard line that goes to the computer in her office and it's not really feasible for me to run a splitter off of it and I didn't/don't feel like I'd be here enough to justify monkeying with a wireless router. Which means I haven't nearly been able to keep up with things like I'd like to. I feel intensely cut off and almost completely out of step. But. I did manage to get a little writing done. So. Here we all are again. Hopefully.

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 1,841
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( Take care of your boy. )

My wedding's on Friday and I don't know how much time I'm going to have on beloved ol' LJ here, so I wanted to get this up quick. That means it hasn't been vetted by the Council of Evil and THAT means I'm pretty freaking nervous about how this all hangs together. So...you guys be kind, or something, okay? A special thank you to the anonymouse who got me that virtual gift. *mwah*

Fandom: CWRPS
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen, Jared/Jensen
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Slavefic AU. Language. Dark themes. Sexual situations & mentions of abuse.
Disclaimer: This is in no way a true story.
Word Count: 2,030
AN: Previous parts found here. Cast of characters can be found here. Banner by the lovely and generous bloodquartz. And don't forget the other really awesome stories to be found at whatwekeep.

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( Jensen looks past Jeff at the cross, seeing it and not. Seeing all the others like it. )